I am sitting here writing this in a slightly high state.  Actually very relaxed.  Not worrying about finding jobs.  Not worrying that I got no sleep last night.  Yes, that's right, friends, I have taken a half tablet of lorazepam.  I had to.  My back is in severe pain from an injury, and lorazepam is a mild muscle relaxer; plus, it's all I have access to at the moment.

I could call the doctor and ask for a few flexeril, because they have given them to me before.  However, the last time, they required me to go have a spinal x-ray done.  They found no problems, but I ended up having to pay about $300 for the x-ray, aside from the $700 or so the insurance deigned to pay.

Who needs health care reform?  I guess I'm a bad, system-abusing person since I can't find a job and can't really afford to pay for my own health insurance.  I'm a crackhead drug addict.  Yes that's it.  Chemically dependent and don't want to work.  All people who can't get insurance are worthless, hopeless people.  Might as well let 'em die anyway.

Wait a minute.  I can't get insurance because the person who donated the sperm for me or somewhere along the line, I got the great fortune of having early onset coronary artery disease.  I did the things Americans were supposed to do.  Get the college degree.  Work hard, get a job.  What they didn't tell you is that eventually, because some poorly-educated lying cheating asshole at the top wants even more, your job will be shipped to Chindia, where lesser skilled people will run your product into the ground, but hey, it helps the bottom line THIS QUARTER!

Fuck it all.  And most of all FUCK FOX.